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dresses. All daytime frocks, four pair of shoes, mostly summer pastels but a pair of black patent too, and several complete sets of undies as well as my own supply of nylons. For the next several hours I tried on the various costumes and modeled them for their approval. Some of the dresses needed slight alterations and they were pinned for that purpose. By the time dinnertime rolled around we had gone through the entire wardrobe, and Jan left for home. I fixed Lois and myself a drink.
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"How do you like your new things, she asked?
"Honey", I replied, "we'd better have a serious talk about this now. Yes, I do like the new wardrobe.. very much. And I also enjoy wearing these clothes. Now that isn't normal and it scares me. I am a man. And I'm your husband, and I love you very much. Yet right now I look like your sister or girl friend, and the more I wear these things the more I like it. That isn't right, and I think we should stop before we go too far. I think I'd die if you ever stopped loving me or respec- ting me for what I am, and I can't see how you could love me as I am now.
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Lois thought for a minute. "How can I reassure you of my love? To me you are the most important thing in the world. Your peace of mind and happiness are to me above all things. This started as a joke, but you may not realize it, you are a much more relaxed and happy person when dressed in feminine things and playing the feminine role. I couldn't stop loving you if I wanted to, because I know what you are beneath that exterior. You're the same loving, kind wonderful person I married. Yet in your feminine role I have a further bonus. In addition I feel a greater closeness to you.. a greater dependency on me, and that is something all women want. To be needed and to be important to the person they love is their greatest need. If wearing these clothes makes you a more complete and happier person, and in my opinion it does, then I want you to continue doing so If more feminization will add to your happiness, then let's get on with the job, because your happiness is mine."
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I took her in my arms and kissed her as only the man I was could do. She returned the kiss, and there was
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